The Butterfly Effect

It’s been very hard to settle into writing something for this blog in past weeks. Every time I sit down to cobble some words to the page, they seem trite and superficial. How do you confine great, empty feelings of loss into mere words?

The loss I am talking about is so obvious for anyone who lives in roorkee. As I said I cant express my loss in words..I need something else....hmm....or may be....

Its Just Simply Banal and So Boring.

Last night I watched "The Butterfly Effect" for the 5th time and I am gonna talk a little about it. In true mathematical sense Butterfly Effect relates to the sensitive dependance on initial conditions in Choas theory. But I believe what the film depicted is much more interesting, may not be intriguing. It talks about a person who frequently goes to back his past eventually changing his future..I mean his present.

This movie made me so pathetic that I was all the time thinking about the wrong decisions I made in my life hoping for a chance to travel in time and alter my past, which may then alter my present.

May be reading this stupid blog may also alter your future. If you find this blog dreary eventually you may lose interest in blogging and your blog will simply become a hell to sort out like this one. And if you find this in an other way...I guess you wont....Then simply wish to go back to the moment that you are about to click the link...